Awesomeness Personified !!

Its been a long time....a long long time...since i felt this peaceful...this happy. Today I made the one person who matters most in the world to me Happy....My beloved Granny. Today is a special occasion...Buddha Pournami. My granny was born on this special day.  We have the moon all gorgeous and shining with all intensity. I sit peacefully on the terrace. So peacefully...that nothing could faintly disturb or intrigue me right now. I cannot but appreciate the beauty of life in this serene setting with my favorite composition by Marcelo Zavros playing in the background. Soulful Music + Light Breeze nuzzling your hair gently+Happiness = Awesomeness Personified :). We had a big birthday bash for Granny Dear. Surprised her with the cake, some special gifts and all the flowers. Oh My God...she was so happy. That Makes me Even more happy. I wish you live for a hundred more years granmom. Your the best friend I could ever ask for. I Love You Eternally. Its so ironic that in busy days such as these, with all the technology and social networking, I must say I've seen many people ignore their grandparents especially. Now that flares up anger within me. I cannot understand why the hell people cannot take time to spend a little with their grandparents. I mean they are the only link with history that we have. My own granny is the last person in her family line who is still alive. Touch wood. I love to listen to all the stories that she has got to say. How they lived during the British Times. The second World War. Her parents.Her Childhood. How Happy they were without technology and T.V's n Computers n wat not shit that takes our time away today. I cannot but go back in time along with her, trying to understand how life was back then. Wow....we may see the future, we may hope for the future....but the fact stands that we may never re-build the past. We may take time out for friends, party in pubs, drink till u can't make sense of the world, smoke till u fill your lungs with shit....but do take time out to put the smile on these priceless treasure's that are Grandparents. I miss you Grandpa and Pednanna. We missed you guys today..Wherever you are I hope You both are happily Playing Chess and Looking down Upon Us . :) 

Adios!!

Gearing up for the fight !!

A few lines that have got me up and roaring after the fiasco of the past few weeks...Oh yes I can motivate myself well enough and don't need anyone to do that for me....aaaannnnddd the Bull Charges Ahead with renewed determination :D

“If you want a thing bad enough to go out and fight for it, 

to work day and night for it,

to give up your time, your peace and your sleep for it…

if all that you dream and scheme is about it,

and life seems useless and worthless without it…

if you gladly sweat for it and fret for it and plan for it

and lose all your terror of the opposition for it…

if you simply go after that thing you want

with all of your capacity, strength and sagacity,

faith, hope and confidence and stern pertinacity…

if neither cold, poverty, famine, nor gout,

sickness nor pain, of body and brain,

can keep you away from the thing that you want…

if dogged and grim you beseech and beset it,

with the help of God, you will get it!”

--Les Brown

What Goes Around...Comes Back Around

Life has come a full circle. It has taken two years to know this and experience it but then yes What Goes Around always always comes back around. I am back to square one, with things as incomplete as ever.  Today a weird thought has struck me : Almost as powerfully as a bolt of lightning. In vain have I wasted the past few years. Behind things that are impossible. Behind People that are impossible to comprehend and understand. When people told me that something or someone was not worth it, I still gave it a shot. Here I am now left with a sackful of experiences and memories, all of which have taught me valuable lessons. Taking stock of the situation it's pretty clear what I should be doing. Here I am starting a new mission, hoping to find the lost passion I had for life and for those few people who care for me and who I care for Immensely. Standing beside me are the people who have always been with me, all the time. My family - My greatest strength always. My best friend : Probably the only one I am lucky to have. One long distance phone call all the way from one continent to another has brought me back to the right frame of mind. Thank You Sam....you are the best. I believe in the power of operating alone. Always Alone. I'll stand by that. I thought I was strong and composed, but one incident has got all my weakness exposed.To get my mind and body back to the right frame will be a tough task. But here I am fighting hard not to sink into the black hole of ill-health. I've hit the gym and I am surprised to discover the hidden strength within me. Initially it was tough. The gym is a place where people are so conscious of their identities. The thin gal that I am I did attract hostile stares almost seeming to say : You are thin, what the hell you doing here. Stopped gym after 3 straight days of the same stares. But now I am back! After two great workouts I know I will be making the gym a part of my life. Thanks Sam Again. Blogging after a long time feels good as so does exercise. I've got back to avid reading as well. Recently read about this true life love story and was stunned by it. Never thought a Man could love one woman so dedicatedly in so many ways. I've always thought that marriage was testimony to love but this story proved that loving someone so much without marrying is also possible. I've also read this wonderful book "Thank You for the Memories" by Cecelia Ahern. Man she's one hell of a writer and my next favorite after  Madam Rowling. So here I am after experimenting with life, ready to take back everything that is rightfully mine :). Life is so good when there is Music in It. Oh Yes! After a long hiatus I am back to experimenting with Music.Here's the link to Linkin Park's new song : One hell of a song and absolutely great for a Work Out. LP always rocks. Wonder what Life would be without LP and Coldplay. Happy Weekend Everyone :) :)