What Goes Around...Comes Back Around

Life has come a full circle. It has taken two years to know this and experience it but then yes What Goes Around always always comes back around. I am back to square one, with things as incomplete as ever.  Today a weird thought has struck me : Almost as powerfully as a bolt of lightning. In vain have I wasted the past few years. Behind things that are impossible. Behind People that are impossible to comprehend and understand. When people told me that something or someone was not worth it, I still gave it a shot. Here I am now left with a sackful of experiences and memories, all of which have taught me valuable lessons. Taking stock of the situation it's pretty clear what I should be doing. Here I am starting a new mission, hoping to find the lost passion I had for life and for those few people who care for me and who I care for Immensely. Standing beside me are the people who have always been with me, all the time. My family - My greatest strength always. My best friend : Probably the only one I am lucky to have. One long distance phone call all the way from one continent to another has brought me back to the right frame of mind. Thank You Sam....you are the best. I believe in the power of operating alone. Always Alone. I'll stand by that. I thought I was strong and composed, but one incident has got all my weakness exposed.To get my mind and body back to the right frame will be a tough task. But here I am fighting hard not to sink into the black hole of ill-health. I've hit the gym and I am surprised to discover the hidden strength within me. Initially it was tough. The gym is a place where people are so conscious of their identities. The thin gal that I am I did attract hostile stares almost seeming to say : You are thin, what the hell you doing here. Stopped gym after 3 straight days of the same stares. But now I am back! After two great workouts I know I will be making the gym a part of my life. Thanks Sam Again. Blogging after a long time feels good as so does exercise. I've got back to avid reading as well. Recently read about this true life love story and was stunned by it. Never thought a Man could love one woman so dedicatedly in so many ways. I've always thought that marriage was testimony to love but this story proved that loving someone so much without marrying is also possible. I've also read this wonderful book "Thank You for the Memories" by Cecelia Ahern. Man she's one hell of a writer and my next favorite after  Madam Rowling. So here I am after experimenting with life, ready to take back everything that is rightfully mine :). Life is so good when there is Music in It. Oh Yes! After a long hiatus I am back to experimenting with Music.Here's the link to Linkin Park's new song : One hell of a song and absolutely great for a Work Out. LP always rocks. Wonder what Life would be without LP and Coldplay. Happy Weekend Everyone :) :)