You know how people usually keep saying how they feel when some one breaks their heart.... that surreal feeling of tightly clenched muscles, the breathlessness as if you've been punched in your face....that dreading sick feeling of a sinking heart.....well i always assumed that was all literature talk.. at least until today!! I feel empty. The one person for whom I've devoted my past two years of time, patience-I never knew I possessed, trying to make sure that the person experiences happiness all the time....All gone in a puff of wind. Trust is indeed too big a word.... I've kicked it from my dictionary today. Its so very weird how artificial people can be. The past few months I've felt pretty good about myself. Though its an empty and lonely life that I am living, I found happiness.... but now all the efforts I had put in now seem funnily insane and not even worth that person's life. I give up finally....I gave it an year and a half....felt all the happiness and unhappiness i could bear...but i guess ENOUGH is ENOUGH! Life without Attachments seems like a brilliant idea...time to put it into practice I've never felt more comfortable with myself ever....its a solitary journey from now.Its never easy to recover when some one close to you kicks you in the gut (literally) and breaks your heart completely! Wonder how long recovery will last now!
Adios!